"Life is not a romantic comedy" he said. Truer words have never been spoken as the tears came spilling down my face. I knew with absolution that I had destroyed the best thing that had come into my life in a v. long time and all because of an impetuous, selfish text message.
The thing is what do you do when you finally find the right guy but because of some strange karmic actions you feel that you don't deserve him or the beautiful relationship that is developing right before your very eyes? Forget about the fact that he brought about the best in me - the softer side. I was hinging on sharing all my vulnerabilities with him because some people are just worth it.
I learned today that life is not a romantic comedy. I can't expect to act rashly and think my actions will automatically be forgiven like in a Meg Ryan romantic comedy. I also realized you can't play Russian Roulette with someone's trust and heart and expect not to break it.
I can only pray that my trust will be restored and we will be a stronger couple for this.
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